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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Thursday, January 13, 2011, 3:03 AM
stay strong
Today.
i met up with lucas.
i told him about my decision.
And he respected it.
I'm glad that he is able to understand.
When he leave the train cabin, he give me the last hug.
And told me: "Still friend right? i say yup."
then he left the cabin.
Once he left, my tears immediately drop down on my cheeks.
The train was packed.
Everyone was looking at me.
My heart hurts alot.
Alot. alot. alot. alot.
I hope that with my decision, he can continue his future dream, he can go for oversea studies without worries.
He can meet a girl that is more suitable for him.
The girl that is 100000 times better than me.
The girl that is capable, and able to shine him out.
I'm such a loser.
A real LOSER.
but i will stay strong.
Strong and strong.
My friends. dont worry about me.
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